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| ::..About Me..:: |
Name:
Pretty Lupita.
Likes:
Reading other people's blogs to keep myself updated
I also enjoy browsing friendster, who doesn't anyway.
I collect pictures of mating gay crocodiles. So sexxy!
I have a gold fish named Narding Japia
People say I am sexy but I don't believe them because I know that I am not. I have always been underweight. I am working on changing that though.
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| ::..About Here..:: |
My blog is all about me and my crazy thoughts.
WARNING: May have explicit content. Parental Guidance is required. |
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::..Shouts!..:: |
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| ::..Archives..:: |
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
October 2005
April 2006
September 2006
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| ::..Buddies..:: |
| [+] tata |
| [+] jayna |
| [+] kenny flake |
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| ::..Linkage..:: |
| [+] blogger |
| [+] friendster |
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::..Misc..:: |
| credits:
Kenny Flake (for layout design) |
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// panalangin ko......... \\
isa akong dakilang fan ng OPM. siguro kasi yung laman ng puso't isip ko....nararamdaman ko sa bawat letra ng musikang pinoy...itong isa sa mga paborito ko...
Panalangin ko sa habang buhay Makapiling ka Makasama ka Yan ang panalangin ko At hindi papayag ang pusong ito Mawala ka sa 'king piling Mahal ko iyong dinggin Wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig natin dal'wa At sana nama'y makikinig ka Kapag aking sabihing minamahal kita Panalangin ko sa habang buhay Makapiling ka Makasama ka Yan ang panalangin ko At hindi papayag ang pusong ito Mawala ka sa 'king piling Mahal ko iyong dinggin Wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig natin dal'wa At sana nama'y makikinig ka Kapag aking sabihing minamahal kita Panalangin ko sa habang buhay Makapiling ka Makasama ka Yan ang panalangin ko At hindi papayag ang pusong ito Mawala ka sa 'king piling Mahal ko iyong dinggin Panalangin ko sa habang buhay Makapiling ka Makasama ka Yan ang panalangin ko At hindi papayag ang pusong ito Mawala ka sa 'king piling Mahal ko iyong dinggin Panalangin ko sa habang buhay Makapiling ka Makasama ka Yan ang panalangin ko
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 11:29 PM
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// if \\
if i can only bring bring back the time...ang saya namin noon. i would go to the offie usually 30 minutes before my shift. kwnetuhan galore. at kung kinakailangan i hold ang customer para lang mag chikahan? why not?! go kame jan...breakfast almost everyday...pag weekend, gimik! san ka pa parang kulang pa yung mahigit 10 oras na magkakasama kami araw araw. kailangan pa naman g mag sama sama pag weekend, gumastos at mapgod just to spend time with each other, saksi ang mga usok, boteng basag o walang laman at mga supot ng chichiryang binuksan, kinain pero di inubos at mga iba pang pagkaing inaksaya lang.
masayang samahan! magagandang stats...nakakatuwang pag masdan...nakakatuwang isipan. wag mong aawayin kahit sino kasi buong grupo makakalaban mo. pati personal na problema ng bawat isa, pakiramdam namin kasama kami. pag lunch sumasakit ang ulo ng forcedesk kasi kelangan sabay sabay. walang pakialam sa queue ang mahalaga, sabay kaming mag be break, maglalunch, at magiintayan hangang halos lahat eh mag log out. pero ngayon, you wont see us together, nag karon ng maliliit na grupo, nagkawatak watak, nahati na basag. para kaming isang kristal na napabayaan, bumagsak, nabasag at nag kapira piraso. parang isang magandang sisidlang kahoy na sinira ng anay..hindi namin napansin na napasok kami ng anay. ng kalawang na sumira sa tila bakal na samahang pinilit ng buoin at pinagyaman. 
If i can only bring back the time. mas magiging mapagbantay ako..mas mapanuri, baka sakaling ang anay/kalwang na sumira sa aming magandang samahan eh maiwasan. at baka sakaling ang aming samahan ay mas mapagtibay. if i can only.
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 7:43 AM
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// and i would do anything for love/friendship \\
April 15
LPL Manor Room 2302.
kasama ko ang KAIZEN (except Chris/Brad) pilit kaming pinagkakasundo ng buong team, para sakin, tapos na ang lahat. nakapag desisyon nako. ayoko na. tinalikuran ko na sya/sila. nang biglang umiyak si nona, nasasaktan daw syang isipan na ang buong team na akala ng lahat at inaasahan/tinitingala ng lahat na buo eh nagkakaganito. inisip ko, ako ba ang dahilan at nabasag ang masayang samahan. i hope not. hindi ko siguro matatanggap. masyadong mahalaga sakin ang samahan namin para hayaan kong mawasak ng ganito na lang. mahal ko sila. lahat. pero meron sigurong higit kong mahal. pinagtiwalaan, at minahal. tinuring na kakampi at kaibigan. pero dahil lang sa isang maliit na bagay eh bumigay na kami. they asked me if i would let the friendship vanish like that, i wasnt able to answer. i told them, grabe kase ako tumaya sa isang samahan/pakikipagkaibigan kaya grabe din pag nasaktan. theres nothing i wouldn't do for the sake of love and friendship, sabi ko nga i 'm domineering, dominating, bossy, bitchy, very opinionated, sarcastic, a "driver", always screams, always nearly hysterical, but someone who listens, talks alot, and someone who will always be there when you call. and i may not be willing to die for people that i love, but i will kill for them. and then Mark blurted out..you love your friend to the point of even killing someone for them but you CANT forgive them? hindi ako nakasagot...hindi ko pa kayang sagutin. sana lang dumating ang panahon na masagot ko ang tanong nya, at yung marami pang palaisipan na iniwan nya saking isipan at puso. at sana pagdating ng panahon na yun eh kaaya aya ang maging kasagutan.
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 7:16 AM
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i've been contemplating about the possibility of resigning. and so last April 3, 2006, i tendered my resignation and gave a 30 days' notice. my supervisor and manager asked me why i m resigning. i said there are a thousand and 1 reasons why i'm resigning and mahirap ng isa isahin at mahirap ng gawan ng paraan. in other words theres nothing they would say or do that would make me stay.
last april 15, was my last night on the floor. may mga nabigla, nagulat at nakiusap. sana naman daw pag isipan ko muna...and why not try account transfer or vacation...pero wala ring nakapagpabago ng isip ganun yata talaga ako..sobrang katigasan ng ulo..if i like to do something, nobody can stop me from doing so..pero i dont like to...nothing can make me do it. hay...sometimes or maybe most of the time, im really unpsycheable.
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 7:08 AM
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// ang tru lab \\
minsan habang nag iinarte ako sa aking friend, kunwari feeling sad. ganito yung tagpo nun eh.
ako: friend...parang sawa na ko sa kaka asa that the next person will be my tru lab.
tru friend: bakit naman???
ako: kasi tingnan mo yung ngyari samin ni fenrir greyback...akala ko dizzzizzit na, tapos wala din..di bah parang nakaka frustrate.
tru friend: kasi gaga ka!!!
murahin ba daw ako!
ako: bakit na naman???
tru friend: kasi ang tru lab...hindi kinakama on the second date.
ako: ganun ba yun?!
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 1:12 AM
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// Eye Opener \\
Its a read from a friend, who has witnessed how i got lost and how i found my way back. To, maret, thanks for being my atropine. SURVIVING THE GAME OF LOVE
Do not fall in love every time you fall in bed.
...Learn to detach emotionally.
Sex does not equal commitment.
Do not revolve your entire life around him/her.
...Addiction is bad for your health!
Do not cling, act needy or demand.
...Doormats are for your feet, not your heart.
It's OK to say NO!
Stop talking so much. NEVER reveal everything.
Do not grill them or their friends for information.
Master the art of LISTENING.
Treat him/her as you would your best friend.
Friendship creates long-term love and comes before sex.
FORGET about fixing your partner. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
Your choice of partner is a reflection of who you are and who you are
not!
Enjoy the moment first. Live in the present.
...Don't worry about the ex's or start naming your future children.
NEVER read their journal or go through their paperwork.
...If you have no trust, you have no relationship.
Allow space and freedom between you.
DO NOT always be available.
Calling frequently is a turn off and signals insecurity, neediness an
control.
Open your eyes to lies and cheating, OR... close them, justify the bad
behavior, and live with the consequences.
Little or no eye contact? Start walking. They won't even notice your
gone.
Anyone preoccupied with their physical appearance and dress, usually
have very little or nothing to offer from within.
...Look beyond the physical!
Never compromise your values.
If you OVER give, you will lose your lover and his respect.
DO NOT LOSE YOUR IDENTITY.
December/May relationships are great. However, seasons change and the
May lover will sooner or later, hear the call of Spring.
If someone REALLY wants to be with you, they will be.
Sleeping with a married man? Don't count on him divorcing anytime soon.
State your personal rules in the very beginning or expect them to be
broken.
If they ask to be just friends, be just that and look elsewhere for a
love partner.
If someone wants to really be with you, they will. If they keep giving
reasons for not calling or say they are extremely busy, GET THE HINT,
leave them alone.
Marriage before thirty is an inevitable celebration for divorce.
Don't ever give up your friends for him/her.
If your partner one day leaves you, be sure you have friends, money, a
career and a life of your own which you never gave up.
...If you do not, who do you have to blame but yourself!
"Hopeless romantics are only hopeless in the eyes of those who don't
believe in romance"
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 12:46 AM
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// prof. trainee \\
pagkatapos ng mahaba habang pamamahinga, eto na naman, back to training. Ang PS talaga favorite akong itapon sa kung san sang account.
for more trainings....
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 12:37 AM
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// surf control \\
ewan ko what caused my absence. when i opened my email, sobrang dami ko na palang na-missed na lakad dahil nawawala ako sa sirkulasyon. kelan ba ako huling nag-open ng email??? or nag chat??? hindi ko na matandaan, basta wala pang surf control ang blogger at yahoo sa office nun. kelan ba huling naka-open ang celphone ko??? hindi ko na rin matandaan, basta ang alam ko noong pwede pa ang celphone sa floor yun. Ilan na bang job interview ang na-miss ko dahil sa ang celphone ko eh naka-off at naka-surrender sa guard. pati ang blog na to hindi ko na na-update.
ang alam ko personal windows lang ang naka-surf control sa office, pero feeling ko...the past month, pati buhay ko naka surf control. : (
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 2:07 AM
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// Hi! \\
Utang na loob, huwag mo akong daanin sa simpleng "hi!" lang at pagkatapos eh yuyuko ka na! Hindi sapat sakin yun. Alam mo bang kahit inaantok na ako, dumadaan pa rin ako sa station mo para lang makita ka, tapos ang sasabihin mo lang ay "hi!". Tama ba yun???
Kausapin mo ko. Pwede mo rin akong halikan, sambahin, o lapastanganin (chos!) basta mahalin mo rin ako..plis.
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 1:47 PM
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// Kwentong Tindera \\
Eto lang nakakapikon sa buhay tindera. Pagkatapos ng lahat...inoffer ko na pati puri at alindog ko (chos!)...wala pa ring nangyari. Isa pa rin itong inquiry. Nakaka frustrate. gusto ko ng umalis. Pupunta na lang ako ng middle east para bumili ako ng tunay na pag-ibig. Pero wala akong pambili kaya magbebenta muna si T'yang Mario ng aliw at alindog, tapos papautangin nya ako ng pambili ng tunay na pag-ibig. Mamamasukan ako hindi na bilang tindera kundi bilang katulong. Pero hinding hindi ako maghuhugas ng pinggan ng nakatalikod. Mahirap na baka mabitawan ko ang pinggan at mabasag pa. Ayoko ng deduction sa salary. Humph!!! Marami akong gustong pag aralin. Tulad din ni Tyang na maraming binibigyan ng celphone at load.
Teka, bakit nga ba wala akong benta??? Hindi kaya may malas sakin ngayong araw na ito??? Sino??? Sino kaya sa kanila??? Yung katabi ko ba sa kanan o sa kaliwa??? Tangna, alangan namang kaliwa...Lupita ano ba?! wala kang katabi sa kaliwa. Yung nasa kanan ko siguro. Yung OC na nakikitawa sa mga kwento ko habang nagkukunwaring nag q-qa pero biglang mag rereact. bwahahaha!!! hindi sya masyadong obvious ; )
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 4:32 PM
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// cant go UP, i'll go OUT \\
yesterday, mario and i applied for a job abroad, CSR position din, katulad ng walang hanggang ginagawa namin sa araw araw namin dito sa PS. nag first interview na kami and any time today tatawag na yung russian employer namin for a phone interview. hindi ko alam kung nabibigla lang ba ako sa desisyon ko, pero ang alam ko, napipikon at naiinis na ako dito.
one more thing, i am on a final written warning stage. that means, bago ako makapag apply ng promotion, it will be 1 year and a half. and if theres no way up, i would rather go out.
i feel so sad, parang nothing is right. i dont know bakit ganito feeling ko. siguro burnt out lang sa trabaho.
tyang, pabili ng isang kilong peace of mind at isang gramo ng contentment : (
- haha!! cactusbeyondpsyche was crazy @ 2:57 PM
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